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So the Grand Am is most likely dead. Thank goodness for great parents and a great friend. My friend Angie is on her way to pick me up to drive me 134 miles into WI so I can get a car from my parents. I must say I am proud of how I am handling the death of my car. Normally car problems stress me out hard core but for some reason I am very calm and at peace. I do not know why. I must be growing as a person. I did not even freak out to bad when the state trooper busted my bumper off I am looking at the upside. I get to spend sometime with Angie today and eat at my fav place Abbyland. RIP Grand AM.

I am back, I think.......

As most of you know, I was in a very dark spot for quit some time. I did not want to blog at the time because although writing can be helpful seeing my depressed thoughts in black in white would have just not been helpful at that time. It is a new year. I have a new job that I truly enjoy. I am not using my degree but the economy is what it is and I am just happy to be working again. I am in change mode. I got a wii fit for Christmas and I am trying to use it daily. I refuse to change what I eat because I love food but I am cutting down on portions. I am getting back in to social mode which is had at this time of year. I have plans with a girlfriend on Friday and I may even make plans another time this work. Justin and I are doing really well and I am trying very hard to see that I am happy and not measure how or where we should be according to other peoples standards. My goals for the year are to lose weight, get my credit cards under control and to get a bigger place for us to live. Now that you are updated, I can got back to the random blogs when I feel the urge. Hope all is well with you.